I haven’t posted or created much in a while, this saddens me but it had been busy times. Hang in there with me, soon I will have the time and soon I will be motivated. It is an essential part of my being.
Posts tagged personal.
and I go about my daily routine, go about my typical day, so on and so forth. I’m on autopilot. I’m no where close to where I want to be. I hate what I’m doing. I hate my selfish needs, and wants. Hate my anxiousness, my restlessness, and reluctance.
Most of all what I hate, is that I hate. Is that I can’t be satisfied with what I’ve got going for me, that I can’t look on the bright side or be optimistic. That I don’t believe anything I tell myself, and that everyday I feel like a complete stranger to myself. Everything I do or try, inevitably I feel failure.
I don’t want to live in this outer-body experience for the rest of my life.
A family heirloom where I keep my treasure tips, matey.
“So what good would fingers be if it weren’t for diamond rings..”
Finally got her the ring she always deserved.
November Wedding - 2012
These are a few of my photos from my wedding shoot on saturday, I have more to come but here’s a taste.
Me and my gal - September, 2012
(Almost a year now; I love you hunny.)
‘Cookies’ - August, 2012
Spent my day off with my brilliant daughter, miss Ava Love. Today she felt like baking cookies; snicker doodles to be specific. I thought I would take advantage of the time I had today and record some memories.
Is she the cutest or what?
recently, I have been busy. Busy with work mostly and not having time to create anymore; to be honest I think I’m all out for a while. In order to work you have to be moved whether it be negative or positive but still, you must be moved.
Artistically speaking, specifically musically…I’m blocked. I have no motive to write or record anytime soon. Over the past year almost two I have been making so much music I’m afraid I just have to sit back and watch what happens next. I havent even played in weeks or felt like singing.
Referring to photography I hope to have some shoots set up soon, but I make no promises.
As for writing, well I’m writing this and the occasional journal entry.
I dont know what this is. Who am I even telling?
Tomorrow who knows, I could disregard this all you never quite know with me.
So I will be upgrading from GarageBand to Logic Pro 9 tomorrow because I finally make enough income to do so. For some reason complications have made it impossible for me to get today but it should be all sorted by tomorrow. Anyways I’m looking forward to operating with Logic, considering I’ve been using GarageBand since I was about 14 it should not be a big change for use; though the outcome will be quite substantial. More to work with and I’ve wanted to use Logic for years so I can’t wait to experiment when I get the chance.
Stay tuned friends and have a beautiful day.
Me & My Mandolin - July, 2012
My parents got me a mandolin today, I’ve wanted one for years. Next instrument I get will be a banjo.
You can count on hearing some new songs on this baby! Stay tuned…